HaHaHa really want to be by your side. Since you hate me so much I will not bother you but I will Still LOVE you. Just hope that one day you will reply me.
Yesterday went to watch 17again after the English class. It was funny yet sad. Hahaha But I still like that movie.
Guess for me, Love is a fairytale and fairytale are fake.
I shall be the shadow :~: 11:22 AM
Come to think of it, I think the only time I will have a girlfriend/wife is in my dream. I realize that this is reality, your appearance take over your good point and bad point. In reality people always judge people by its look first. When you look ugly or you are fat, they will not bother whether you have good point, they will think that you are just some fool. Although people always said "Do not judge a book by its cover" or "Do not judge a person by its look". But people still judge.
Darn it man, I feel like dying cause I have no purpose in this world. I am just wasting the earth resource and I am just a nobody.
I shall be the shadow :~: 6:46 PM
Facing the giants is really a nice movie. You should go rent and watch it.
Really hope that she would reply me. Miss her. Haha
But I guess this will all be a 1 sided love again. Cause no one will love me.
Really want her to give me support and give me a push from the back.
If she will love me I really want to know when it will happen.
My English kinda suck.
Want to go to the future to see when is it. Haha maybe I am dead before that happen.
That means I cannot feel the love from her.
I feel like I am an idiot.
I shall be the shadow :~: 7:56 PM
No matter what I will still LOVE you. So please. Erm... ... Just really LOVE you.
I shall be the shadow :~: 5:04 PM
Today weather is like sauna. Its so hot like you going to be cook. When enter air-con room its like going to heaven. LOL. Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna Sauna . Today going to on air-con to sleep. LOL.
Darn she is really hurt. I will wait for you. Really wait for you. I will not bother with your studies and all other thing.
So you really don't love me. But I still love you and I just can't stop thinking of you. Really can't.
I shall be the shadow :~: 7:46 PM
I guess that she didn't like me. Really miss you. Waiting for you everyday. Haha.
I shall be the shadow :~: 7:24 PM
Yesterday saw 3 stars in the sky. The sky is such a beautyful yet mysterious thing.
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I shall be the shadow :~: 1:17 PM
Maybe I am rushing thing to forcefully and to quickly. I really want it to be peaceful. Haha really like to sleep. Please I really need you I think. Anything on this post is so random. Really cannot force myself to study. I really love her . Maybe this blog is to just for me to remember what I tell myself. Please don't judge a book by its cover. Same to please don't judge a person by its look. Wanted to go start gazing with someone. Sometime the sky is just so beautyful that cannot be descripe by words. Sometime the sky look really like a huge painting. Want to lie on a grassland and watch the cloud fly by the sky for the whole day. You think that I am stupid or baka? I am already 17 and still act like a baby. Really like laughing at stupid thing like myself and lame jokes or any other jokes. Haha sometime hide in my room and cry. Sometime cry for no reason. I think I will stay single forever. I really want to get good grade for 'O' Level but just can't force myself to study. I am just like kage(shadow) that no one will notice. Maybe I am not even like kage cause when people shadow is gone they will notice but when I am gone no one notice. Haha really want to just type out what I think. This is just so random. As you can see from all that my english really very bad. My hamster is just really very kawaii(cute). Okay I guess there is no more to write so sayonara. By the way, I REALLY LOVE YOU.
I shall be the shadow :~: 10:04 PM
Haha today LCE is talking about leadership and I found this very interesting:
A GOOD SHEPHERD ALWAYS CONVINCES HIS SHEEP THAT THEIR INTERESTS AND HIS ARE THE SAME.
And the show 'Coach Carter' and Facing the Gaints' is also very meaning full or something like that.
I shall be the shadow :~: 8:21 PM
