Am I really not for her? I know that I am useless, ugly and fat. Okay maybe I not really for her. But then I will really try my best to at least talk to her to get her reply. Still have 2 more week before school reopen. Very boring at home everyday. Haiz just wish that I can spend some time with her alone. But that not possible. Why? Haha Because its impossible for me to find someone I love and she will love me. So sometime wish that I was dead or not even born. Maybe the world will be a better place to be without me. You will never know.
I shall be the shadow :~: 11:15 PM
