Waaa today got fever after recess then tio sent home. Go polyclinics see doctor. My thermometer say i am 38.7oC . School say is 37.1oC. Polyclinics say 39.0oC. So my thermometer never spoil. =.=
Wait for the doctor for 2whole hours. Zzz. Then today cannot see her damn sad. Wish she will send me a sms or something. But I know she will never. Haiz. My life is just so...
I shall be the shadow :~: 3:07 PM
I am WAITING for YOU. =D I need your <3LOVE<3. I MISS you.
I shall be the shadow :~: 6:15 PM
Haha This is the 100th post for my useless blog. Okay Why just nobody understand me? Arr Nevermind I don't need anyone to understand me. Cause I am a hermit, I live alone and don't want other people to understand me. Maybe I better off as a dead man or never born into this world of sorrow. What does she want me to do before she reply me. ARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY LIFE IS JUST FILL WITH NOTHING BUT SORROW.
I shall be the shadow :~: 3:24 PM
I am scared that she found someone she like. Really hope that not the truth. Just had that feeling. So please I hope she will reply me. I really miss you.
I shall be the shadow :~: 8:39 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnWii7ZYeTw
Haha Just now brought some ear pick from a guy and he wishes me to be happy. I wonder will I be happy? I hope so.
I shall be the shadow :~: 10:04 PM
Darn It. Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why Why? That the question I am asking myself. Why. I really feel like punching something. And I really feel like dying to end all this painful feeling I am having. Why my life is fill with so much sorrow. Start to hate myself again!!!
I shall be the shadow :~: 5:12 PM
I really really really really miss her. Hiaz. What can I do? What must I do? to make her talk to me? or to make her like me? I really wonder will I ever get a girlfriend? Really hope that she will be my one and only.
Few week ago, went to my friends birthday at east coast park to bbq and saw a lot of star in the sky. Wow it is beautiful. Really wish can stargaze with her.
I shall be the shadow :~: 10:27 PM
Darn every time when I see her I will just turn the other way. I just don't dare to look at her when she is quite near. Only can watch her at a distance, and I can do nothing about it. Really don't know what wrong with me. I am really scare that I can never see her again. Only left 3 months for 'O' Level and in school. After that will never see her again. Really wish something will happen.
I shall be the shadow :~: 5:11 PM