Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Today woke up at 12noon and eat the wanton noodle my father brought for me for like few hours ago. Afterward Jasper told me to meet at Vivo city at 4.30pm so I just watch anime till 3.30pm to meet Dylan and go together. When we board the train Jasper just got out of his house so it was like =.= Anyway Zhi xin and Pei Nee was there first in their P.E and uniform and Jasper reach Vivo at around 4.45pm. Then we just walk around Vivo city and went to iluma at bugis to eat steamboat for dinner. After steamboat went into bugis street to look around and Jasper brought a watch. Afterward me, Dylan & Jasper went to take train home while Pei Nee drag Zhi xin to take bus home with her.
And I reach home at about 9.30pm. So that about everything I want to post for today. Bye bye ~ =D
Day 2: When I reach Vivo city, I sms her to check where she but still there is no reply from her. And I shouldn't have go today, I just had this feeling that she really really hate me. Today we totally never speak to each other, not even a word or a sound. And when we are going home why must she drag zhi xin with her to take bus home WHY!!!! If I say I am not angry and sad I am really lying. I really don't know how to face her next time. Because the feeling she give me now is like telling me to disappear from her sight. I really don't know what I must do to return it to like how it used to be. I am really sad. But there is no one to comfort me. But what I really want is my girlfriend to lent me her shoulder. No one really understand me. I wish FPN will love me. I really wish that will happen. But she like another guy.
Today mood : Really really really sad.
I shall be the shadow :~: 9:43 PM
