Monday, September 20, 2010
I post this here cause I know no one will read but I just want to type out what I am feeling now.
I know that I suck okay. I am human, I will make mistake but actually whatever I am doing is a mistake. NO ONE F***ING understand me. Right now the only the to make me happy is being in a relationship other then that I don't find joy in other thing. I am 18 maybe people say you are too young to fall in love but why can't I fall in love. 18 years of single is more than enough for me.
Every night I will cry and wish that I can hug you and sleep. I will think what does it feel like when I hug a girl I love? What does it feel like when my girlfriend hold my hand and walk down the street shopping or anything? What does it feel like when my girlfriend kiss me on my cheek & my mouth.
What I type here maybe doesn't matter to anyone, but to me it really matter.
I shall be the shadow :~: 10:52 PM
